Don't Worry, Be Happy

I feel like I always worry about things that I shouldn't worry about, and yet I don't worry enough about things I should be concerned with. Please tell me that this is human nature, because I don't want to add this to my list of flaws. The list seems to be getting longer and longer.

Ugh. I'm still stuck at that "What do I want to do with my life" phase, and feel like it's going to be a while before I'm out of it. I can see myself doing two professions, well.... I don't know.

I haven't written over spring break because there isn't very much to say. I haven't done anything except watch Gilmore Girls reruns over and over, mix in a little Sims 2 (love the game, don't mock me) and 4 hour AVF marathons (YAY!) and there's my spring break. I did go see a movie and have Bobas with Gentry and Christa though. I'm glad I got to do that. I miss my friends. I wish Gen were transferring to Longwood next year, but she's not until our junior year.

I'm so glad she picked Longwood. I don't know how we've managed to be apart for this long. Ask my family; we were attached at the hip ALL THE TIME in high school. She practically lived at my house. I remember bringing her to a dinner at my Nana's house and my uncle Chris walked in the room and was like "Do you ever go anywhere without one another?" Ahaha.

She's my bestfriend and college without your bestfriend is hard. I can't rant to people like I rant to her, and doing it over the Internet or telephone isn't the same as in person. Watching I Love You, Man (our bestfriend movie) is not the same without her.

Well there was my little I-miss-my-bestfriend-and-I-want-her-to-transfer-to-Longwood-like-nowish-schpeel. I'm done.

But seriously, I can't wait for school to be over. I'm sure I'll miss all of my Longwood friends and I'll DEFINITELY miss BCM a lot, but I want summer to be here. I want to go to the beach and not worry about anything. I want to be on a plane to New Mexico (I have to wait until next year for that, unfortunately) and watch the lightning dance across the desert. I want to go to work and see all my kids. I want to wear flip flops. And most of all, I don't want to do schoolwork. I want summer.

Now I've got to suck it all up and head back to school tomorrow.

At least I have WICKED in five days to look forward to (: